Ayan na naman siya. Nananahimik ako. Kanina masaya naman ako. Okay naman ako. Kuntento naman ako. Pero katahimikan ang biglang hihila sa 'kin pababa. May iba na sinasabing, "Baka hindi 'to mag-work out." Pero nagwo-work out. Sa kaso ko, kahit anong perspective ko, kahit anong optimism, ang resulta, hindi nagwo-work out. Siguro once lang nangyari … Continue reading Nakababaldadong Kalungkutan
I'm about to reach 11K (edited: namalik-mata ako na 19K hahaha yawa nakakahiya) on Twitter and 325K on Wattpad. Cheers to me. Though as much as I like math, these numbers make me anxious. "What can I do to make it go up?" I ask myself. As an author trying to make a living out … Continue reading Goal: Road to 548K on Wattpad
Maybe the world really started to end in 2012, ano? I mean, an ending doesn't have to be in a snap, right? Minsan it's a slow, fucking painful torture. Being on Twitter more often than on Facebook allows me to get in touch with what's happening in the country and around the world. Mas gusto … Continue reading Anxious About Tomorrow (Sigh)
It's 1:14 a.m. Same time a few months ago, I was staring blankly at my screen, tears starting to well up. A comment from an editor distressed me. A reason for the statement wasn't offered, neither a suggestion. For me, it seemed like a straight-up "what the hell is this." And as an editor myself, … Continue reading Thoughts at 1:14 AM: Overthinking and Speaking Up
Hay, shuta. Iiyak muna ako tapos babangon na lang ulit.