I Can’t Think of a Proper Title Because My Feelings Came First

I wish I could tear you into pieces, allow malevolent creatures to consume your already rotten body, and still not call this a sin. But I’m only human, and to think of this is wicked and vile. I am torn whether to pray for you or not at all, but scriptures say, “Love thy enemies.”

But why can I not convince myself to pray for you? What divine intervention do I need to be able to desire your safety, even after what you’ve done?

This seething rage keeps me awake.

What bothers me is how human I am, that I cannot even permit you my forgiveness. Yet the woman you manipulated—a woman I have loved so dearly—still prays that you come clean. She never wanted anything but your happiness. And peace. So how dare you give her heartbreak and chaos in return?

Published by P. X. V.

I am a black hole in love, sharing how colorful the universe is.

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