Call me shallow or pathetic, but I really cry over mistakes. It is really frustrating.
And at 12:32in the morning, I weep because of an item I made–yes, AN item. What the fuck was I thinking? I was thinking of the preposition ‘by’ not ‘to’. But then, I typed ‘to’, and I did not even recognize the lapse when I triple checked it.
“Stop it you perfectionist freak,” it said, “You’re making this a big deal. Overthinker.”
“The hell you care,” I told it. “This is a big deal for me. And just in case you’re not aware of individual differences, better study your notes again!”
“Individual differences? What a lame excuse.”
Self-esteem, please come back to me.